Huh... so it's been ten whole weeks since my last update.   well I'm sorry LJ but i've been busy.  I guess i could post a rant, but nah, i'll just post an update on life.


Been stupid crazy busy.

lets see, lost a friend, for which i'm sorry they will no longer be a person i can turn to for some grounding in my life, but it was their choice.  if it were my choice, we'd still be friends who could talk, but no. not my choice to make, so thats done and over.

Been taking care of my niece and nephew since january, my stepsister has taken the kids back, now that she is ready for them to come back into her life.  my house has become really really quiet now since they've been gone.

Have been working 2 full time jobs to get myself out of debt as fast as i can.  all i have left to pay off is the car and a new laptop... yay me.  take that financial institution of pain and suffering, how'd you like that, not getting to charge me tons of interest for the rest of my natural and un-natural life.  suck it bitches!!

There's been a lack of work at one job, so i quit that, i'm still doing corporate security though, that gets bussier all the time with all the crazy people out there.

There was a small shooting comp. in edmonton a while ago, i came in 4th overall, basically paid for my entry fee and some extra ammo.  I laugh because i outshot the range officer with his own gun.( he needs more practice with rifles that have more blowback and kick to them.  would have been nice to place 3rd, but hey, 4th overall isn't too bad for a guy who goes to the range once a month.

Oh i know... i have an iphone now.  makes working from home slightly easier now that it doesn't take me 30 minutes to type out an email on my phone, now it takes me 10..... heh... I'm still getiing used to the onscreen keyboard of the iphone..... i have slightly fat finger tips... thank steve jobs for autotextcorrect.

My second step sister is pregnant, so i'll be an uncle again in september.  I get to laugh a bit, because she isn't allowed to have deli meats, doctors orders, so she calls me up once a week for me to make curred ham and beef.  There is a huge brine tub out at the family farm that is filled with ham.... or it should be in another week or so.  I'm trying a new method and a different brine solution that doesn't involve nitrate salt.  so it'll be interesting to see how it turns out.

Finished reading "shake hands with the devil: the failure of humanity in rwanda"  very good book, more proof why the UN doesn't work anymore.  need more proof?? take a look at the sanctions they layed on North Korea and Iran.... those countries are getting their supplies and money from somewhere, we all know China is more than likely supporting North Korea, but who the hell is supporting Iran?.  The UN sanctions do nothing to stop those countries.

Look for some changees in September.   thats all you get for now, let the rumor mill begin Muwuha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha.


Me.



Shame free linkage for the day: A very good read, that should be required material in HIghschool social studies.

Ok, so i'm in edmonton using Tamas' laptop.  He's gone to bed, since he has to work in the morning.  So as i make this post i'm now 27.  Yay me?

The week before I came out here, I spent the week training a new guy for work.. He wasn't worth my time.  He showed up late, didn't do the job even remotly well although he thought he was doing great.  He's hopefully been removed from the system when i get back.  If he's not i will quit.

As i write this it's snowing outside in edmonton, it's nice, and cool, and the snow makes everything smell nice and fresh.

My headache comes from the O.H. and S. work at work.  Everyweek I get a report on my desk about all the medical inncidents that occured in the complex durring that week.  I also get the reports about the threats made to the officers.  We need our body armour back, we need the handcuffs back.  we would also like the batons back.  Legal says it doesn't look professional.  We say they don't get stabbed at enough.

So for all the legal departments out there, pay attention.  We are paid to keep people and property safe from harm.  Give us the tools that we need to both protect people and ourselves.  You think that officers who carry batons and handcuffs don't look professional, we say different.  We say that people who know what we carry and are trained to use don't want to try to screw with us because they know what the connsequences of their actions will be, because we look and act professional.

Thats all that I can think of for right now.

Me.


Shameless linkage for today:

Tactical Supply

My mate Tamas sent me a message.  In it he said that Snowfox (yes that little bastard) had committed suicide.  I wish I could say that I was sorry or that I shed a tear for him. But I'd be lying.  I'm not glad he's dead, but i'm not saddened by it either.  My dad was with me when I found out, and he was shocked that I could be so callious towards someone, that I wouldn't shed a single tear for their passing.  Well guess what, there are some days where I have to be the bad guy and not feel bad for someone who was a coward.  Yeah I called SnowFox a coward, he took the cowards way out.  I don't believe in suicide as a way to deal with things.

So this will be my final thought about SnowFox.  You are a coward and you were a parasite.  Rest in what peace you may or may not have.

Me.

Parents beat the stupid out of you're kids.

These are your rights as Skaters: You have the right to wear whatever the fuck fashions that you want.  you can dress as a little girl for all I care.  You have the the right to pierce your dick.. you have the right to say fuck you security, although we recommend against that.  You have the right to use your board in a skate park, not inside a building.  You have the right to complain about when we beat your dumb asses when you go to try and hit us..... (BTW we call hitting back self defence, and if you think you can take us, then go ahead and try. PLease?  You will wake up eatting teeth. and they will be your's.)  You have the right to fuck a sheep doll in the dark corner of your bedroom. That's about it for your rights.  You do not have the right to spit on security.  You do not have the right threaten security with violence.  You do not have the right to damage and destroy property.

So i was skiing with a friend up at Sunshine ( an awesome place to ski) ski hill.  She was on her snowboard and I was on a pair of skis.  we were going down one of the runs off of the Angel quad chair when we both went off a cliff.  She started to scream Holly SHIT!! I"M GOINA DIE!!!....... I yelled  WOOO HOOOO! (I almost hit a tree when i landed, but still WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!)

I have a messed up theory when it comes to fear.  Fear is like a bad dog, it either bites you and doesn't let go, or you kick the shit out of it, and use it to your advantage.  My friend was so scared that when we landed, she got off her board and walked down the rest of the way, I ski'ed down and waited for her to get to the lodge.  She didn't go back out for a couple of hours......... i went off the cliff a few more times until i got bored.

I realize now that if i'd fallen or hit the tree i'd be a cripple or dead but i'm not so Woo!.

Remember fear is a killer bitch, don't let total fear kill you.

Me.

Shameless linkage for today:  SunShine Ski Resort

So for the last few months I've been criminaly sleep fucked.  Or in short, i haven't slept much.  That changed the other day.  I took an over the counter sleep aid.... wow... i was knocked out for almost 24hours.  I slept through the phone ringing all day, i slept through the police knocking on my door (turns out my neighbour got arrested for dealing drugs), i slept through everything.. well almost everything...... my dog has a very interesting way of waking me up.  She climbs into bed, and gets up nice and close and then starts to nibble on your ear... if that doesn't work she then jumps on your throat.  If that doesn't work, she goes back and forth between the two until you wake you, with a sore ear and a sore throat.  She's so awesome..... really she is


When I woke up my ear hurt, but i didn't see my dog (she fell off the bed)

thats all for now.

Me.
Linkage for the day: Sleepcountry

You know, an oddity occured today... i was talking with friends, and a person i had hoped was non-existant came into the conversation.  His screen name is often SnowFox19.... Yeah that's right Alex Bouchard (see snowfox) I remember you, you (insert swear words here).

You got a crib from Thrash Bear, Congradulations... how were you going to pay for it?  oh thats right... you most likely won't, you'll make up some story that you have money comming to you in your next paycheck..... (does that even exist?)  You'll say to Thrash that you just have to run to the bank to get his money.  News flash you little (insert swear word here), Thrash won't deliver you the crib untill all the money is in his hands.

By the way, how's the whole paying off your debts going??  still owe what.... 38,000+ to alot of people?  guess what, maybe you should drink a bullet.

You cost me my workshop, you cost Tamas $10,000, Hell you even swindled art work out of Shiro.  You've left a trail of ruined people clear accross the country, and now you've found more people to leech off of.

Personally i hope we never meet again, for if we do, I know it will not end well.

Me.

fuck it, i'm too sick to write right now, i'll post something when i'm not hacking up lungs and vital organs.

Me.